Friday, October 21, 2011

When did I change so much????

This is my first attempt to pour my thoughts and try blogging. People say "change is inevitable". Thats actually true. We change with every passing day. I have changed so much in the past few years.....from the bubbly girl in school to a mature wife :)....from a careless girl to a responsible lady :)......from a full of life child to a boring adult..... :(
how did I change and when did I change, is the change for good? I dont have answers to these questions now....and I believe I will never have.
When I was in school, I had big dreams and I used to follow them sincerely. I had to try my hands in everything....from bhartnatyam, to harmonium....painting....athletics.....football.... singing.. dancing....drama.... and what not....
Today I have no hobbies, I have become too mechanical in life....and now when I look back I don't even recollect when I lost interest in sports, have I really lost? Have I really lost interest in all kinds of co-cirrcular activities.....?
I want to once again revive those lost golden days of my childhood, when my parents found it hard to stop me from going out to play, when my parents attended the Sports Day at school and I felt so proud to run for the medals when my name was called out.....when I used to stop on the way to my music class near the "Bargad" tree to just swing on the branches :) when I used to go to the stadium to learn FOOTBALL :) ....when I used to arrange cultural programs in my colony and write scripts for the Drama.....
Those days are memorable and close to my heart. How I wish I had the time-machine to get back into my childhood days :)

3 comments:

  1. You can start doing all the things even today.... You just need to take out some time for yourself.. There is a hidden child in everyone.. Some just dnt let them go away and some just burry them as they grow up. Dnt let the child in you subside, bring her to life.... Yayyy...

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  2. Exactly .. second Shruti on that ... :)
    sometimes we are so exhausted mentally that it's an effort to even try and think what we like .. let alone doing it
    Live for yourself once in a while and u'll start seeing all those dreams you had in childhood

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  3. Hey Minni never knew abt ur blog.. welcome darling..
    but Y so grim dear.. such try and I am sure u will be able to fulfill atleast some if not all your childhood dreams..

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